It was about when I was eight years old and visited my grandparents’ for
the first time since their house was rebuilt where their old one in
which my mother was born and grew up had stood. I stepped into the
living room of their brand-new house and my uncle welcomed me.
The house belonged to my grandparents on my mother’s side. As an old
custom of Japan, the first-born child used to live with his or her
parents after marriage. That’s why I had lived with my grandparents on
my father’s side all the way until I left home. Accordingly, my mother’s
eleder sister took a husband into the family and had lived with her
parents. Her husband was this uncle of mine. He was married to my aunt
as an heir-to-be and related to me by marriage not by blood.
He has gotten the best seat in the new living room. It was placed at
the top of the table and the closest to the TV. What caught my eyes was
the painting hung on the wall behind him. It was a large copy of Mona
Lisa.
I don’t think I recognized it as Mona Lisa back then, but I knew it
was a Western painting and felt a decisively unsuitable, out-of-place
sense. The house was located in a rural area in Kyoto, in typical
countryside where Western paintings were hardly spotted. Though it was
new, the house was Japanese-style. The living room had no chairs as they
sat on the floor around the low table. Yet, above my uncle was a
gorgeously framed, dignified Mona Lisa. I’m still not sure if someone
gave it as a housewarming gift or he got it himself, but it was
certainly the furthest thing from my uncle who was a lean, uncultured,
gamble-inclined man. While I gaped at the painting thinking how opposite
it was to my uncle, he said to me smiling, cheerfully and proudly,
“Isn’t this painting nice? I like this. It’s nice, isn’t it? Nice, hah?”
Until mid-teen, I had often visited the house. Mona Lisa was always
there as my uncle’s favorite. In every New Year’s holiday, my uncle
acted as a dealer for our annual family gambling card game at the living
room. It may sound peaceful, but it was a serious high-stakes battle
between my uncle, my cousin, my mother and me. Although my uncle loved
gambling and was buried into every bet, he would lose big every year.
From above, Mona Lisa watched him losing to his son with tears in his
eyes, with her archaic smile.
I went abroad for the first time when I finished high school. I
visited France and saw the real Mona Lisa at the Louvre. I wasn’t
interested in art so much then, and walked through rather than
appreciated. But once I entered the big hall where Mona Lisa was
displayed, I noticed something fundamentally different. Although there
were quite a few visitors, the hall was almost completely silent. The
air was strained and tense. It was as if everybody had been holding
their breath. At first, I didn’t know what was happening. I walked
forward and found Mona Lisa at the back of the hall. Since it was beyond
security guards, tasseled ropes and the reinforced glass, there was
still some distance from me when I stood in front. Nevertheless, the
real one was surprisingly powerful and captivating. I clearly remember I
felt like being gravitated to it and couldn’t help fix my eyes on it.
As for my uncle’s favorite copy of Mona Lisa, when my grandparents’
house was burned to the ground in after years by my grandmother’s
carelessness in which she lit a candle too close to a sheet of Buddhism
talisman paper on the alter one morning, Mona Lisa was burned away with
the house. When the fire broke out, my uncle, who had been even thinner
because of terminal cancer, carried in his arms my aunt, who had been
fat and suffered from dementia and was asleep in the upstairs bedroom,
ran down the stairs holding her, and saved her life. I thought I found
out who his favorite lady really was, and who he really was...
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Saturday, May 4, 2019
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Monday, January 4, 2016
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I visited the casino in Montreal for the first time in seven years. It
had been remodeled into an even more gorgeous, glorious place than
before. I arrived there before noon and had an all-you-can-eat buffet
lunch at a fancy restaurant. I enjoyed the splendid buffet at an
incredibly low price. Compare to the amount of money I was about to
spend for gambling, everything seemed cheap. Every time I lose, I always
try to calm my anger by thinking the money I spend here somehow serves
to make the city better since it’s a public-managed casino. The city is
so beautiful that I regard what I lose in the casino as an entrance fee
to a theme park called Montreal. I used to live in Montreal but had to
leave as I became short of money for life abroad. When the time to go
back to Japan drew near, I seriously thought of gaining money to stay in
Montreal, by gambling. I determinedly sat at the slot machine of a high
progressive prize for a couple of days. On the last day, it happened.
As the slot I had played kept gobbling up my money, I moved over to
another slot machine and a middle-aged woman came to the one I just
left. She turned it for only five or six times and hit the jackpot
unbelievably quickly and easily. If I had continued for five more
quarters on that slot, I would have won. She snatched $100,000 away from
me right before my eyes. While she screamed for joy, the lights
flashed, the sound blared and the casino workers scurried toward her
with papers, I was running into the bathroom. I couldn’t help crying in
there. I was trembling with chagrin. I cursed my bad luck and my coming
life in Japan. A long time ago, my mother asked a fortuneteller about my
future. She told me that according to the fortuneteller, I would often
come close to big money, but it would slip away each time. “So, you will
never be rich,” my mother said to me. I remembered that and I thought I
saw proof that she was right. After I returned to my apartment, I
wailed out loud like a baby. My former self was that stupid. Now, I play
the slot machine just for fun. I sat at the minimum bet slot with a low
prize. If I was lucky and won a little, it meant that I could play
longer with that money. The band started playing at the stage on the
casino floor and I enjoyed soft drinks that I took from the free drink
bar listening to it. I won a little, which let me stay and play there
longer than I had planned. As fatigue from the long flight began to kick
in earnestly, I got back to my hotel room and fell into bed. It was an
excitingly fun day at the casino that cleaned me out yet again, as
usual…
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