Saturday, October 21, 2017
Challenge and Disappointment hr599
A lottery promotion is occasionally held at 7-Eleven stores in Japan. A
customer draws a card from a box by every six dollars purchase. If a
winning card is drawn, the customer can get merchandise that the card
shows for free. The prize merchandise varies in what is sold at about
one dollar, such as an ice cream, a snack, and a soft drink. In my
experience, one in every three cards is a winning card, which is a
low-risk-low-returns lottery. As a greedy person, though, I face heavy
pressure to draw despite the cheap prize. When the cashier holds out the
draw box in front of me at the counter, I take a deep breath, close my
eyes, concentrate and pray for a wining card just to get a one-dollar
prize. I push my hand in through a hole of the box and my hand rummages
and searches for the right card by touch in the box until the cashier
gives me a dubious look. Right before the cashier decides to ask me what
is going on, I pull my hand out of the box with a card. If I win, I
repress hard an urge to jump and scream, and instead put a weird grin
that stretches across my face. If I lose, I desperately bear not to drop
to my knees, and instead simply droop over the counter. I know the
cashier is wondering what is a big deal, but I can’t afford to keep my
composure. For the rest of the day, I’m tortured by disappointment and
remorse. I ponder about why I drew a blank and the meaning of that. Was
it because I had done something wrong before I drew the lottery, or was
it a sign telling me something hereafter? Since the matter is too
trivial, the answer usually can’t be found. A small lottery causes such a
commotion in me, regardless. Although I really hate this pitiful
struggle, I’m willing to wage a fight at 7-Eleven whenever it carries
the lottery promotion. At the store, I put goods into the basket doing a
sum in my head to get the total amounted to six dollars that qualifies
for the drawing. To challenge the lottery, I even get something I don’t
need and play into the hands of 7-Eleven. This unwise challenge of mine
somewhat resembles my career as a musician. It is the source of my
trials and tribulations, and yet I can’t stop. The difference between
the two is that I’ve won several times at 7-Eleven while I’ve never won
as a musician. But my challenge continues all the same…
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