Saturday, November 21, 2009

Hidemi's Rambling Nov 22, 2009

I reviewed my work plan, because its schedule has been disrupted in many ways such as by my fall from the bathroom scale or my bad condition from a sudden drop in temperature. Even as a slow worker myself, I didn't want to drag this work for our new song into 2010. I've already spent six years on this song. But now, it's clear that the work won't be done by the end of this year. Come to think of it, what is the difference between 2009 and 2010? What's the point to finish work within 2009? Days just continue. I just visualize some kind of a big wall standing between them and feel a great deal of pressure to put every work of this year inside the nonexistent wall...